Taking Time

Taking Time for myself is so hard. Self-care is hard but then I realized, no one takes care of the caregiver. Since no one takes care of me, I have to take care of myself.

Since I don’t take care of myself, my husband steps in and helps. He has arranged for a long weekend getaway for us. My job is to do nothing but enjoy it.

However, do you know how hard it is to relax? I say this because I have one medically fragile child and two other children with special needs? This, of course, does not take into account the other children and animals in my house.

My Big Kids

My oldest daughter, son-in-law, and my second oldest daughter are in charge. I arranged suppers, gave strict instructions to my children, and we headed out.

After our call home tonight, I knew Hunter was not behaving. He does not do well without me there. He is mouthy, emotional, refuses things, and throws tantrums. Why? Because he can.

He knows we are gone, therefore, he does what all 5 year old boys do…he pushes the envelope. I hate that he does not behave. It makes me feel like I am a horrible mom because I took some time for myself.

A Mama Knows

When you are the primary caregiver of a medically fragile child, you forget to breath, at times. I have tremendous guilt for leaving because no one can care for him like I do. Also, I do not play and he does not get away with the crap he is pulling now.

Yes, he has his struggles. His rages are part of his neurological condition. My older children are capable of handling him. He is also 100% manipulative boy who “smells fear.” He plays on that fear and he uses it to the best of his ability.

Taking Time

I needed this weekend. Enjoying my husband, sleeping in, eating food I did not cook, letting it all go. That does not make me an awful mom. I must not let satan play on that feeling.

We have had some deep discussions and made some HUGE life changing decisions. It is freeing to just be in the moment, to solidify things, to say things that needed to be said.

Forgiving

I have to learn how to cope with the condition that my son has. Also, I have to teach him to not play on his condition as he gets older. This condition is not a crutch.

Letting go of anger for a doctor who did not listen to me was a biggie for this weekend. So many things I want to say to him but in the end, what is done is done.

Realizing and forgiving myself for not pushing this doctor to do what I asked him to do in the beginning of this journey.

I yielded to a professional. In yielding, I allowed these chemicals to enter my child’s body because I was told it would help.

So naive.

Anger Rises

I am so angry with myself. As strong as a voice as I am. I freaking yielded. Now, we reap the after effects of my stupidity.

OCD, rages, insomnia, itching himself till he bleeds…all because I yielded. Damnit. I am truly so mad at myself and this doctor.

Diligently, I am trying to let it go. I have to forgive myself, this doctor, and this condition. I will not let satan have my son or my thoughts.

Jesus

God is bigger. I believe he has healed my son, it just has not been manifested. One day, I will share my thoughts with this doctor. I am certain he will do things differently if someone else shows up with these symptoms. He is a smart man and will learn from his mistake.

I am just sad my son had to be the one that he misdiagnosed. Sad because I did not voice my opinion and was not stronger in what I wanted done.

Thankful

Sigh…I am so thankful I have older children who can be me for a few days. Who can handle the craziness without letting me know all the stuff. I am thankful for a husband who cares for the caregiver.

For now, I will leave you with the best picture in the history of ever…this picture brings me GREAT joy.

Mama’s Old Fashioned Tacos

Mama’s Old Fashioned Tacos.  My Martha would make this, as we could afford when we were children.  The memories attached to this dish are even better than the actual dish.  It floods back family, food, togetherness.  One of my favorite recipes EVER.

Mama’s Old Fashioned Tacos

2 lbs beef
1 lb ground pork (or sausage)
Onion
Seasoning
Fresh garlic

Cook and drain. Add cumin and chili powder.

In a skillet, put some water and then put another pan in it. In that other pan, add 1 stick butter, a large thing of Velveeta (the real stuff), 1 c. water (to start). Cook that on low until melted. Add some pepperoncini juice to that until it has a bite to it. I usually use about a 1/2 a small jar of the juice. When your cheese is thinned out, well, add in some chopped up pepperoncini’s.

Buy taco flavored Doritos, put them on the bottom of your plate, add your meat, and cheese sauce. Some people put lettuce, sour cream, and/or green onions on top.

A lot of times, I will make rice to put over the chips. I make it in a beef broth to give it flavor.

 

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Cheesy Chicken Enchiladas

Cheesy Chicken Enchiladas is SO easy to make and you can do a variety of things to make it different.  I will try and add in parenthesis some variations but use your imagination.  Now, remember I am using this recipe for MY LARGE FAMILY so you may need to adjust the ingredients to suit your family size.  A side bonus to making this large amount, it freezes beautifully.

Cheesy Chicken Enchiladas

5 cans of chunk chicken, drained (you can use fresh or frozen and chunk it up)

Minced onion

Minced garlic

Seasoning

2 cans of cheddar cheese soup

1/2 jar of salsa

**You can also add chili powder, cumin, taco seasoning packet, cayenne, green onions, peppers, cilantro…  The world is seriously your oyster, this is just a basic, quick recipe.**

Mix all of that in a bowl.

In your instant pot, 4 c. rice with seasoning and chicken bouillon mixed in.  Add 6 c. water and put it on rice.  Let cook while you make the enchiladas.

Flour tortillas, place a couple of tablespoons of chicken mixture and roll up.  I used a lot of tortillas, but if we don’t eat them, I freeze them for quick lunches.

On the bottom of a sprayed 13×9 pan (I used 2 of these pans and 1 – 11×8 pan), put a layer of rice.  Next, line up your enchiladas over the rice.

In a small bowl, mix the rest of your salsa and a can of enchilada sauce.  Next, pour it over the enchiladas.  Finally, add a layer of cheddar cheese (or any cheese for that matter).

Cover and bake at 350 for 30 minutes.  Take off foil and cook for another 30 minutes.

Then, go slap yo mama.

doTerra Christmas Gift Ideas $11.50-$15.75

doTerra Christmas Gift Ideas $11.50-$15.75

doTerra Christmas Gift Ideas $11.50-$15.75.  These are fantastic options for your shopping list!  I never sat down and really looked at the different choices that doTerra has to offer!  When I would think of doTerra, I would immediately go to “it is too expensive” and write it off.  That is simply not true.  Now, there *are* oils that are expensive, but when you look at this list and the list that I have linked below, you will see that there are affordable options.

Single Oils

Cedarwood

Clove

Cypress

Eucalyptus

Fennel

Grapefruit

Lime

Rosemary

Tangerine

Blends

Citrus Bliss

Touch Roll-Ons

Lavender Touch

Melaleuca Touch

Oregano Touch

Peppermint Touch

Breathe Touch

Cheer Touch

Forgive Touch

Motivate Touch

Beadlets

Peppermint Beadlets

Onguard Beadlets

Softgels

DigestTab

Other

Wooden Box with Logo

Spa BAth Bar

Body Wash

Detoxifying Mud Mask

Hand and Body Lotion

Onguard Mouthwash

Onguard Throat Lozenges

Cleaner Concentrate (use a capful to a 32 oz. bottle of vinegar and water)

Breathe Drops

Correct X (doTerra’s version of triple antibiotic ointment)

Fractionated Coconut Oil (to dilute oils with)


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Review and Giveaway Chris Tomlin Holy Roar

Review and Giveaway Chris Tomlin Holy Roar

 

Review and Giveaway

Review and Giveaway Chris Tomlin Holy Roar reflects the freedom, the experience, the wonder of worship. It is seeing the church come together, hands lifted to God, pouring out our praise with an eternal song in our hearts. It’s every voice together, changing the way we worship.

I did not even get this one out of the mailbox before my husband snatched it up and embedded it in his truck.  He LOVES it!  Chris Tomlin is one of his favorite artists and when he found out I would be reviewing this, he began stalking the mailbox.  Needless to say, this one has his seal of approval!

You can enter this giveaway by liking or commenting on any of my social media posts (links on the sidebar).  I will draw a name on my birthday, November 13, 2018!  Good luck.

Buy Link: Holy Roar

Review and Giveaway Chris Tomlin Holy Roar

Bio:

Chris Tomlin is one of the most heralded singer-songwriters in the world who has amassed an impressive body of work. He has sold more than 8 million albums, 11.3 million digital tracks with 16 #1 singles.

Chris is one of only four artists ever to receive the Sound Exchange Digital Radio Award for over 1 Billion digital radio streams, others include Justin Timberlake, Pitbull, and Garth Brooks.

The Grammy® winner’s list of music awards includes an American Music Award, 3 Billboard Music Awards.  Also, 21 Dove Awards, a BMI Songwriter of the Year Award and more. Chris’ concert tours have sold-out.  At venues in major cities including New York City’s Madison Square Garden, The Forum in Los Angeles, Nashville’s Bridgestone Arena and Red Rocks in Denver, among others.

This spring, Chris marked another career milestone by launching his own imprint record label, Bowyer & Bow, in partnership with Capitol Christian Music Group.

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Coming November 1 from doTerra Essential Oil Company

Coming November 1 from doTerra Essential Oil Company

Coming November 1 from doTerra Essential Oil Company!  I am SO excited about the new products coming on November 1 to doTerra!

Kids Collection

The amazing KIDS COLLECTION (126.57 Retail and if you are a wholesale member, it is $95) will now have the oils sold separately!

Brave Blend:  $28 Retail and $21 Wholesale

Calmer Blend: $25.33 Retail and $19 Wholesale

Rescuer Blend:  $20 Retail and $15 Wholesale

Steady Blend:  $20 Retail and $15 Wholesale

Stronger Blend:  $18.67 Retail and $14 Wholesale

Thinker Blend:  $21.33 Retail and $16 Wholesale

Coming November 1 from doTerra Essential Oil Company

Holiday Collection (While supplies last)

Joy 15 mL  (traditional holiday scents of Wild Orange, Nutmeg, Pine, Cassia, Cinnamon Bark, and Vanilla.) $32.67 retail | $24.50 wholesale

Peace 15 mL (calming aromas of Siberian Fir, Douglas Fir, Himalayan Fir, Grapefruit, Frankincense, and Vetiver) $32.67 retail | $24.50 wholesale

On Guard™ Chocolate Bark 6 Bars (Indulge in life’s delicacies. dōTERRA On Guard® Chocolate Bark combines the rich flavors of German dark chocolate with the warm spice of CPTG® dōTERRA On Guard essential oil blend. Topped with a mix of almonds, pistachios, and cranberries, the dōTERRA On Guard essential oil-infused chocolate bark is a treat with a crunch.) $12.67 retail | $9.50 wholesale

Brevi™ Diffuser with Harvest Spice Blend 15mL | $58.67 retail | $44.00 wholesale |

Elephant Diffuser |$58.67 retail | $44.00 wholesale |

Uganda Aroma Bracelet in Bark Cloth Envelope with Beautiful Captivating Blend 10mL |  $42.67 retail | $32.00 wholesale

Lava Rock Diffuser 2 pack | $16.00 retail | $12.00 wholesale

Dream: Cedarwood, Pink Pepper, Juniper Berry, Magnolia, Roman Chamomile, Lemon Myrtle, and Osmanthus, Dream essential oil blend

Radiant: Cananga Flower, Patchouli, Clary Sage and Cypress

These aromas come with a beautiful, exclusive monogram clutch to carry all your
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Tinted Lip Gloss 0.5 fl. oz./15mL | $16.67 retail | $12.50 wholesale

Balance Bath Bar | $ 9.67 retail | $ 7.25 wholesale

Rose Lotion | $20.00 retail | $20.00 wholesale


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